but when all of my clothes feel like somebody’s old throwaways i don’t like it.
and i always was, and always was one for crying, always the one for tears. the sun’s getting cold, it’s snowing. it looks like an early winter for us.
today was really good! i got up at 11-ish and read ‘veronika decides to die’ for a while, then i got up, showered, got cute and went to go driving. went to barstow, it was hellla fun. then i stopped at my aunts & chit-chatted and now i just ate a heath bar! : )
today plans didn’t work out, i don’t even know if i wanted them too. it’d be so weird for the four of us to hang out again. i kind of wish we could all be civil about everything that happened, but as the person that has had the most un-civil actions, it’s kind of almost impossible to sit back and watch without getting heartbroken. hm, something to think about i suppose.
