i still get lost in your eyes, and it seems that i can’t live a day without you.
repeat, repeat the words that i know we’ve both said. relax into the need, we get so comfortable. remember when i was so strange and likeable? i just want back in your head.
today went to shit by the same person, as per usual. i don’t know what to do,i know i shouldn’t let myself get hurt but i can’t just give up on a friendship. blah, i hate it. other than that today was okay i guess. my grades are all up, so hopefully i won’t get grounded on mid-terms. i just hope i did good on my driver’s ed. test and my english paper. that reminds me, i’ve got to write two essays for journalism tonight. fuck. oh well.
last night i went to sleep at 3:45-ish, which is absolutely crazy. i wish i could get more sleep tonight, but i probably won’t considering i have to do homework. and i’m not about to do it right now. oh well. i think i feel cuter when my eyes are all droopy and my body is shaky. how weird is that? i’m making it a point to watch general hospital and chelsea lately every day this week, i don’t like being behind.
tomorrow i have behind the wheel at five. the good news is that i don’t mind driving in the dark and i think i go first, which means i can text megan in the backseat. : ) bad news is, well, just behind the wheel in general is a pain in my ass. i’m glad i have mr. hunter though. i’m supposed to be doing the dishes soon, there’s nothing more that i hate than doing dishes. oh, besides folding other people’s laundry and sausage.
