i wish i could say ‘no regrets’, ‘no emotional debts’.
this shit’s making me crazy, the way you nullify what’s in my head. you say one thing, so another, then argue that’s not what you did. your way’s making me mental, how you filter as skewed interpret.
today dragged on and on, it seems. i was really excited for my mid-term because i thought i did really good. well, my spanish teacher decided that she would put in a random assignment from a while back that i didn’t have at the time, so i turned it in late. that assignment brought my grade to a D+. i also now have an F in journalism. the thing with journalism is that i can turn in any assignment any time i want, so it’s not a problem because i didn’t turn in one or two essays. today my dad also wouldn’t let lia come over, but she might be able to come over tomorrow. i really hope so.
tonight i went to my aunt’s to watch top model. i feel so bad because i fell asleep at like, 15 minutes into the show. at least i caught up on sleep! oh, one more thing: i’m not gay. i’m sorry if my ‘coming off as gay’-ness somehow offends you or makes you feel compelled to ask me if i am, but i really don’t try to make myself seem gay.
