how do you live so happily while i am sad and broken down?
look me in the eye and tell me you don’t find me attractive, look me in the heart and tell me you won’t go. look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love, look me in the heart and unbreak broken, it won’t happen.
i had a pretty okay day, for the most part. i had to ride the bus in the morning, but it wasn’t as bad as i had expected. i actually finished all of my homework! haha. other than that, i’m pretty happy. today i got really upset though and it kind of ruined my day. it’s so hard to just go through the days and be okay while you pretend like nothing ever happened. i guess there’s not much of a relationship to cherish, you pretty much spit on everything we ever had, and all of the things we could have. it hurts so much, more than you could understand. blah.
